the pink frosting flowers didn't help
what the hell?I have been crying all day. Maybe it's because I'm leaving tomorrow and know I'll get a bit homesick, or maybe it's my hormonal jungle, but I just can't stop crying. We had Chinese food, and before I could take the first bite out of my wonton, I cried. My birthday is in a couple of weeks, so there was a premature cake. I cried. Not even a little whimper, but a full on "ugly cry", as Oprah would call it. And it's such a pretty cake.

I am so excited to be going to London again, and finally be with Christopher for good. I love London. I love Christopher more. I also love my family and am going to miss them terribly. Especially with all the uncertainty I still face, and all the crap I've been through in the last couple of months. I know I'll see them again in a month, but for anyone who has been with me to a departures section of an airport, you'll know that I don't say my 'goodbyes' and 'see ya soons' easily. I either cry uncontrollably or pass out.


3 Comments:
Having witnessed both the crying and the passing out, I don't envy your family with this send off... I do know, though, that all of the tears will be worth it the second you step out of the security area in Heathrow and into Christopher's arms. Have an amazing trip, Steph... I miss you already. Now quit making me cry! ;) Love you!
Me too! The thought of not seeing me made you pass out! I'm so sad I won't get to see you when I'm in Toronto, I was looking forward to your birthday. But now I have more reasons to go to London. Have a safe flight and give Christopher a hug for me (and drink a pint...or twelve...with him too)!
Cut it out - the two of of you! You're not helping the situation. I love you two girls lots, and I'll see you both soon. Jenn, in Toronto. Jodes - Toronto? London? Russia?
My brother's growing sideburns and it's making me cry.
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